Tursday November 6
4:33pm

As promised, to myself (don't think I ever articulated this), the days of flagrant hedonism are numbered. Barfly status revoked.
Smoking detering meds start tomorrow.
I allowed myself to go wild to "celebrate" the end of the past two years.
Now I'm new shit.
Fell back into a routine so easily.
Reading, writing, and making a lot of art. It feels really good.

Here's a notebook I made real quick. The cover was getting really gross so I had to do something:


I am working on something more intricate now. Collaging is very soothing.
From the tiny intricate cuts to positioning each object just right.
I love focusing on insignificant things.

FYI all images in the log break once the month is over. So save them while you can.

Wednesday November 5
12:43pm

SCUM Manifesto quotes that speak to me
"...deep-seated individuality, which stems from what intrigues you, what is outside yourself absorbs you, what you're in relation to."
"...the female function is to explore, discover, invent, solve problems, crack jokes, make music - all with love. In other words, create a magic world."
"There's no reason why a society consisting of rational beings capable of empathising with each other, complete and having no natural reason to compete, should have a government, laws or leaders."
"(the ultimate male insight is that life is absurd.)"
"Appreciating is the sole diversion of the 'cultivated'; passive and incompetent, lacking imagination and wit,...accept what's given; unable to create or relate, they spectate."
"...when the female transcends her body, rises above animalism, the male, whose ego consists of his cock, will disappear."

Tuesday November 4
1:40pm

We are back, and certainly better than before.

Added a reading list to my IA account if you wanna see what weird stuff I am reading on my computer.

Stability denies life's finer pleasures.